ShUt Up RoOkIE

After almost repairing my Backspace Key, am still confused as to what I should write about in my first post. Not that it matters to anyone but I wanted my first post to be a little special.
  May be I start about my interests, hmmmm nah...... What about my life... no way, its messed up in real why enumerate in sentences. Hmm... may be the world that is, well, like, yeah the world is blah blah blah... same old trash.
After hours and hours of streaming for some clue my brain hit the idle state. No thoughts dared to disturb it. My comfortable couch pampered to me hit logout, yet the crappy writer in me urged to litter blogger with another peice of trash.
So am here littering absolutely nothing. As I reread the lines above I realized I had used so many lame software lingo words. The one thing I had had feared , the one thing I despised above all is finally happening to me. I am turning into this Software Professional, who hates the job, yet sticks to it for its perks and security. Not that a modified vocabulary would mean am a techie, its just my attitude to shift the balance favourable towards a secured job than chasing my dream.
I have been hitting the snooze on my dream so much, that I am looking into the possibility of certain things happening even in my dream, I mean I am reasoning to my fantasy-generating-part-of- brain(whatever that is) when it paints out a beautiful imagination of me in some amazing scenario, whether that is actually possible or whether such a thing would happen to me?
Isn't dreaming or imagining something should be an uncut version of your hearts passion? This was so simple when I was unemployed. I had a whole horizon of possibilities. I could have become anything. Yet am here, hating. I wouldn't blame anyone for the place that I am here in my life. I had a choice, to materialize my dream or go with the herd. I chose the herd, so I shall SHUT UP... :)